A person who is dear to me has been having a very hard time. She's a trans* woman, and she's socially isolated. Her family of origin hasn't been supportive of her gender transition. Her trans* status is visible, and she faces regular gender-policing street harassment and the everyday indignity of being misgendered. She has trouble finding work due to transphobic discrimination, and recently lost her part-time job.
She began feeling suicidal.
I'll tell you more about her story, but first, there are some facts that you should know.
If any statistic shows how difficult life is for trans* people it is this:
The general percentage of Americans who ever attempt suicide is 1.6%. The percentage of trans* Americans who attempt suicide, however, is 41%.
Remember, that's not the percentage of trans* identified people who "merely" consider suicide--41% of trans* Americans try to kill themselves. These statistics are from the National Center for Transgender Equality's large survey of 7000 trans* people, which you can read here.
It's not hard to understand why a trans* person is over 25 times more likely to attempt suicide than a cis gender person. Just consider more statistics from the full report on the survey, available here:
- 78% of minors who are trans* or gender-nonconforming report being harassed, and 35% physically assaulted, in school.
- 90% of trans* adults report harassment or discrimination at work.
- 29% of trans* adults report being harassed by the police.
Living with the degree of social stigma and violence that are aimed at trans* people is hard. And the very people whom we are told to turn to when we are despairing--doctors and therapists, family members and religious figures--often compound our distress instead of reducing it, due to their own transphobia.
Which brings me back to the story of my trans* woman friend. She turned first to her small circle of friends for help, but while they were sympathetic and supportive, many of them, like her, were trans*, and dealing with their own difficulties. She didn't want to overburden them. So she tried posting about her unhappiness with her life circumstances on Facebook, but got a bunch of responses that were either unhelpful ("just keep on smiling and don't let things get you down!") or victim-blaming ("you're the one who decided to gender transition, so you have to deal with the consequences").
So recently, late at night, crying alone in her room, she called the National Suicide Prevention Helpline. A man with a Southern accent answered, and asked her the standard questions, like "have you formed a plan to kill yourself?" After several minutes, when he was talking with her about whether there were friends she could turn to, she told him she was a trans* woman, and that that had limited her social circle.
There was a pause, and then the man at the National Suicide Prevention Helpline hung up on her.
It is transphobia like this that explains that 41% attempted suicide rate.
People, it is important that we do all the positive things like celebrate trans* agency and creativity and resilience. No, trans* people aren't mere pitiable victims. But we can't just sit around telling success stories about how D.C. Comics now has a trans* character in the Batgirl series, and Chaz Bono is a household name, and public attitudes toward same-sex marriage have crossed over into positive territory. Homophobia may be on its way out, but transphobia remains horrifically virulent. We have to keep reiterating the appalling statistics about discrimination that people who are trans* and/or gender-nonconforming face every day. And we have to keep taking action toward reducing the shockingly high rate at which trans* people attempt suicide.
About my friend--she made it through the night. In fact, she found ironic amusement in being hung up on by a suicide prevention worker which gave her some strength, if bitterly earned, to persevere.
But we as a society have to do a lot better by our trans* gender siblings than this.